Archive for the ‘Catalysts’ Category
Cohabitation
It’s been a bit since my last blog, and I suppose a few things have happened since then that might be considered noteworthy. First off, Dex and I had a conversation last weekend that helped to soothe the soul a bit. While lying in bed one day, I started the dialogue by saying “What I’m […]
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Tags: affection, dating, Dex, emotions, human contact, intimacy, kissing, love, Relationships, self-analysis, subconscious, the C constant
Ag Lining
One thing that has become abundantly clear with my increased dating and it’s correlated increased sexual activity – I am severely out of shape in terms of endurance, stamina, resistance, and flexibility. I joined a gym that’s around the corner from my place, and also started attending weekly yoga classes that are headed by a […]
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Tags: confusion, Dex, emotions, Inconclusive Results, intimacy, self-analysis, Sex, the ego
Thunnus albacares
Date number 7 … or is it date number 8? I can’t count any more, but whatever the case may be it was yet another date with Dex. After texting with him a few days this past week I got the subtle hints that he was putting out there that he wouldn’t mind seeing me. […]
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Tags: affection, dating, Dex, emotions, intimacy, kissing, Sex, Sociological Expectations, the unknown
The Squared-Standard
First off let me make the following statement: this is not self-sabotage. Let me follow that statement with this revision: this is not conscious self-sabotage. I had a few dreams this week that started to pick at the mortar between the bricks of my trust in Dex. He hasn’t done anything to instigate this, and […]
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Tags: awkwardness, confusion, Data Analysis, dating, Dex, friendship, Inconclusive Results, insight, self-analysis, Sex, the big green monster, the laws of nature
/end
Not sure if it’s worth really blogging about, but as it my putting the final nail in the casket of what once was Chaos I deleted him from my friends list last night, thus officially terminating any possible communication between us in the future. Ignoring the fact that he has my cell number. And my […]
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Tags: conclusions, cyclical events, douchebaggery, Entropy, friendship
Nothing Witty
Just feeling rather meh. Not quite sure what to make of things with Dex – going from talking on a daily basis to not hearing from him for days on end is not really sitting well with me. In fact, I’m taking it as a downright rejection of sorts. A very slow moving rejection. Here’s […]
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Tags: awkwardness, confusion, dating, Dex, emotions, moments of doh, the unknown
Evolutionary Bounds
Friday night was date night with Dex, in fact date number three (if anyone was counting). I got impatient in waiting for him to do it, so I did everything that the horrible book (‘He’s Just Not That Into You’) told me to not do, and asked him out. He said yes, and so we […]
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Tags: affection, Data Analysis, dating, Dex, Games, human contact, insight, intimacy, Sex, the unknown
Repetitive Motions
Have a second date with the vegetarian sometime this week. I asked him out. Thus proving the theory that guys are cool with girls making the move. In regards with the other guy, Darwin thinks I should give him a third date to try and redeem himself. “Maybe he was nervous and felt he […]
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Tags: Darwin, dating, first moves, G Factor, gender roles, Sociological Expectations
Harmonic Oscillations
So here is the thing about my life – I like it how it is. I live in on my own, by my own rules, at my own pace, and by whatever means fits my mood at the time. It’s called independence people, and it’s what I thrive in. But a relationship? Or even when […]
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Tags: confusion, cyberdating, Data Analysis, dating, eharmony, moments of doh, social awkwardness, subconscious, the C constant, the unknown
Infinity
As for the rest of my life .. I’m not exactly sure where to even start, so I’ll use Darwin’s wedding as a reference point. It was almost a month ago, so it’s as good a place to start as any. I mentioned before that Darwin had this thing about trying to set me up […]
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Tags: awkwardness, Darwin, dating, friendship, Historical Relevance, human contact, insight, moments of doh, Relationships, sympathy pains, the ego, the unknown