Posts Tagged ‘awkwardness’

Ionic Pairing

04Mar11

I’ve realized I’m long overdue for an update.  It hasn’t been due to lack of time or lack of content, more of just a lack of drive to actually sit down and blog.  I get into weird phases where I just can’t be bothered to upkeep my blog, which probably ends up working against me […]


First off let me make the following statement:  this is not self-sabotage. Let me follow that statement with this revision:  this is not conscious self-sabotage. I had a few dreams this week that started to pick at the mortar between the bricks of my trust in Dex.  He hasn’t done anything to instigate this, and […]


It was a Friday, and I was C’s date to her office xmas party.  It was open bar, and though at first I was resistant to the idea of getting shitfaced, I ended up succumbing to the peer pressure of being surrounded by drunk people.  Combined with barely sleeping, and barely eating, copious amounts of […]


Nothing Witty

11Dec10

Just feeling rather meh. Not quite sure what to make of things with Dex – going from talking on a daily basis to not hearing from him for days on end is not really sitting well with me.  In fact, I’m taking it as a downright rejection of sorts.  A very slow moving rejection. Here’s […]


Epilogue

18Oct10

Two posts in one day – insanity. It is with a heavy heart .. okay not heart, conscience?  No not that either .. a heavy sigh?  That’ll work. It’s with a heavy sigh that I write this entry, because it essentially capture the philosophical death of two people I’ve been somewhat associated with in the […]


Infinity

06Sep10

As for the rest of my life .. I’m not exactly sure where to even start, so I’ll use Darwin’s wedding as a reference point.  It was almost a month ago, so it’s as good a place to start as any. I mentioned before that Darwin had this thing about trying to set me up […]


Maturity

11Jul10

The following dialogue occurred today at approximately 6:00pm EST with my ex: k says:  yeah me too … still a fan of the idea of eloping D says:  yes…. I like that idea much better k says:  Darwin actually asked last night if you got married yet, it was funny lol D says:  Lol  … […]