Posts Tagged ‘friendship’

First off let me make the following statement:  this is not self-sabotage. Let me follow that statement with this revision:  this is not conscious self-sabotage. I had a few dreams this week that started to pick at the mortar between the bricks of my trust in Dex.  He hasn’t done anything to instigate this, and […]


/end

29Dec10

Not sure if it’s worth really blogging about, but as it my putting the final nail in the casket of what once was Chaos I deleted him from my friends list last night, thus officially terminating any possible communication between us in the future. Ignoring the fact that he has my cell number. And my […]


Reducing Sugars

27Dec10

Alright, so I’m overdue for an update on the Dex situation I imagine, or even just my dating life in general.  The last post was rather emo-filled and fuelled by feelings of being sick, alone, and feeling vulnerable. I wish I could say things have changed.  Granted I’m not sick, nor alone.  Feeling rather vulnerable. […]


Skepticism

22Nov10

So I’ve been reading the book, “He’s just not that into you”, and there’s only one thing I’ve been able to gather from the first 4 chapters.  If: 1) He doesn’t call 2) He doesn’t write 3) He doesn’t kiss you goodnight 4) He doesn’t ask you on another date 5) He doesn’t try to […]


Epilogue

18Oct10

Two posts in one day – insanity. It is with a heavy heart .. okay not heart, conscience?  No not that either .. a heavy sigh?  That’ll work. It’s with a heavy sigh that I write this entry, because it essentially capture the philosophical death of two people I’ve been somewhat associated with in the […]


Juxtaposition

08Sep10

While I am a fan of mystery and surprises, I also have a rather strong dislike walking on eggshells, waiting for the inevitable. (I also dislike eggplant, people who confuse homonyms, and rush hour traffic) I’ll be the first to admit that I missed having Darwin around when he was off on his honeymoon, since […]


Infinity

06Sep10

As for the rest of my life .. I’m not exactly sure where to even start, so I’ll use Darwin’s wedding as a reference point.  It was almost a month ago, so it’s as good a place to start as any. I mentioned before that Darwin had this thing about trying to set me up […]