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The Weakest Link
I’ve taken more biology courses over my life than I’d care to remember, but one of the common themes that always popped up with them was evolution. And I always understood the main point of it, bubbling back to ‘survival of the fittest’ or ‘adapt or die’. What I hated was that 10 different scientists […]
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Tags: Dex, emotions, moments of doh, Relationships, the ego, the unknown
Ionic Pairing
I’ve realized I’m long overdue for an update. It hasn’t been due to lack of time or lack of content, more of just a lack of drive to actually sit down and blog. I get into weird phases where I just can’t be bothered to upkeep my blog, which probably ends up working against me […]
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Tags: awkwardness, dating, Dex, emotions, insight, other randoms, Relationships, the unknown
Cohabitation
It’s been a bit since my last blog, and I suppose a few things have happened since then that might be considered noteworthy. First off, Dex and I had a conversation last weekend that helped to soothe the soul a bit. While lying in bed one day, I started the dialogue by saying “What I’m […]
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Tags: affection, dating, Dex, emotions, human contact, intimacy, kissing, love, Relationships, self-analysis, subconscious, the C constant
Ag Lining
One thing that has become abundantly clear with my increased dating and it’s correlated increased sexual activity – I am severely out of shape in terms of endurance, stamina, resistance, and flexibility. I joined a gym that’s around the corner from my place, and also started attending weekly yoga classes that are headed by a […]
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Tags: confusion, Dex, emotions, Inconclusive Results, intimacy, self-analysis, Sex, the ego
Catch 52
Well, it’s been an eventful few weeks. Last weekend I had my date on Friday with Dex, which I actually blogged about earlier. What I failed to blog about was what happened on the Sunday. Here’s the skinny – I had something I’ve been meaning to tell Dex for awhile but I just could never […]
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Tags: affection, dating, Dex, emotions, geeks, human contact, intimacy, kissing, Relationships, Sex, the unknown
Thunnus albacares
Date number 7 … or is it date number 8? I can’t count any more, but whatever the case may be it was yet another date with Dex. After texting with him a few days this past week I got the subtle hints that he was putting out there that he wouldn’t mind seeing me. […]
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Tags: affection, dating, Dex, emotions, intimacy, kissing, Sex, Sociological Expectations, the unknown
Metrology
In life we strive to try and maintain a certain degree of balance in most aspects: work and play, love and hate, yin and yang .. however you choose to label it, we generally don’t want an excess of one and a lack of the other. We go through periods where one aspect might outweigh […]
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Tags: dating, Dex, human contact, intelligence, intimacy, kissing, other randoms, psychological stimulation, Sex, Sociological Expectations, the laws of nature
The Squared-Standard
First off let me make the following statement: this is not self-sabotage. Let me follow that statement with this revision: this is not conscious self-sabotage. I had a few dreams this week that started to pick at the mortar between the bricks of my trust in Dex. He hasn’t done anything to instigate this, and […]
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Tags: awkwardness, confusion, Data Analysis, dating, Dex, friendship, Inconclusive Results, insight, self-analysis, Sex, the big green monster, the laws of nature
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Not sure if it’s worth really blogging about, but as it my putting the final nail in the casket of what once was Chaos I deleted him from my friends list last night, thus officially terminating any possible communication between us in the future. Ignoring the fact that he has my cell number. And my […]
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Tags: conclusions, cyclical events, douchebaggery, Entropy, friendship
Reducing Sugars
Alright, so I’m overdue for an update on the Dex situation I imagine, or even just my dating life in general. The last post was rather emo-filled and fuelled by feelings of being sick, alone, and feeling vulnerable. I wish I could say things have changed. Granted I’m not sick, nor alone. Feeling rather vulnerable. […]
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Tags: affection, Darwin, dating, Dex, emotions, friendship, FWB, Games, geeks, human contact, Sex, sympathy pains, the unknown